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I want to share my story, not because I seek pity, but because I hope it might resonate with someone who feels trapped or alone. My past relationship was a harrowing experience that shattered my sense of self and security. I hope my words can shed light on the impact of abuse and the urgent need for genuine, loving connections.

I once believed I had found love. He was charming and attentive at first, making me feel special and valued. But slowly, his true nature began to reveal itself. What started as small, controlling behaviors soon escalated into outright abuse. He stole my jewelry, money, and even my car. These weren’t just thefts of material possessions; they were assaults on my autonomy and trust.

The physical abuse was relentless. He beat me up most times when things didn't go his way or when I dared to speak up. The bruises and scars were painful reminders of his cruelty, but the emotional scars cut even deeper. Each time he raised his hand against me, a part of my spirit was crushed under the weight of his violence.

His infidelity added to the torment. There were times he brought other women into our home, the very space that was supposed to be my refuge. When I mustered the courage to confront him, he responded with more violence, punishing me for daring to question his actions. The humiliation and heartbreak were unbearable, compounded by the fear that any protest would lead to more abuse.

Living under his control was suffocating. He dictated every aspect of my life, isolating me from friends and family, stripping away my sense of self. I felt trapped in a never-ending cycle of fear and despair, unable to see a way out.

Leaving him was the hardest thing I’ve ever done, but it was also the most necessary. It took immense strength and courage to break free from his grasp, to reclaim my life and start anew. The road to recovery has been long and arduous, but with each step, I am rediscovering my worth and my voice.

Now, more than ever, I yearn for real and genuine love. I want to experience a relationship built on mutual respect, trust, and kindness. I want to feel safe and cherished, to be with someone who values me for who I am and not for what they can take from me.

Real love, I believe, is not just about the good times. It’s about standing by each other through the challenges and supporting one another’s dreams and aspirations. It’s about creating a safe space where both people can thrive and be their true selves without fear of judgment or harm.

I am sharing my story because I know there are others out there who might be going through something similar. To anyone who feels trapped, alone, or scared, please know that you are not alone. There is hope, and there is a way out. You deserve to be loved and treated with respect and dignity.

To those who have never experienced abuse, I urge you to listen with compassion and empathy. Understand that leaving an abusive relationship is not easy, and survivors need support and understanding as they navigate their path to healing.

I am ready to embrace love again, but I need to know that the person I am with understands and respects my past. I need patience, compassion, and a willingness to build something beautiful together. I need someone who can be my partner in every sense of the word, who can help me continue to heal and grow, I am already at my breaking point and I do not need a dramatic, narcissistic, possessive, abusive and bipolar disorder partner who would push me to the brink of death 

I do not need a man who can’t love, support, cherish, care for me and trust me wholeheartedly without an atom of doubt in his heart

I just need a man who can go out of his way to take me away from all this toxicity and bring me to his place, be my peace and make me whole again 

Thank you for taking the time to read my story. It means more to me than words can express. I hope it helps to foster a deeper understanding of the impact of abuse and the importance of genuine, loving connections. 

Together, we can create a world where everyone feels safe, valued, and loved.